Saturday, May 8, 2010

Blogs are Scary if you have Feelings.

It's 1am.
I should be in bed....but i had the urge to blog. [[kind of]]

I've been MIA from the blog-o-sphere for a while now. Mostly because I'm dealing with a lot of things right now. For a while now actually...

...and honestly.. i didn't feel i had anything of value to say, share, bring to the blogging table.

Among many things I'm "working on" right now, I've been dealing with self worth issues for a while now. I've most recently realized that i just have to DO things, and not fear them. I should just blog, because i feel like blogging. Not ignore it in fear of saying or not saying anything gratifying to those who read it. Isn't what essentially when a blog is supposed to be??

I suppose [and I'm supposing not just for myself]] that it's somewhat intimidating to try and create a blog that shows your true colors. YET, one that INSPIRES others.

But how can i even inspire anyone if i, myself, don't feel inspiring/inspired?
I feel like I'm talking in circles. But you know what? At least circles are never ending. And perhaps if i talk enough then I'll eventually make a full one.

I hope you're life is a full circle!! One filled with happiness, joy and everlasting creativity!!

Smiles and Blessings to you my crafty friends!
Jenipher :D


Michele Maule said...

I know exactly what you mean.
One day you're going to look back on this time in your life and you're going to be thankful that you went through it because of the lessons it taught you :)

Hang in there.

C a r i s s a said...

Mmmm, love this post Jen. It's beautiful and honest, right from the heart where beauty lies. Your circles create spirals that will spin you off and heal you!


Cherry Runway said...

Thanks Michele, I appreciate that. :D You toooo!!! :D

Thank you Carissa! :D Thank you for teaching me to be more honest. <3